I want to be effortlessly good in…everything
But there’s no such thing as effortless in being good at something.
Somehow, everything I do is not pulled of without an effort. I’ve sacrificed time, effort, feelings, good sense, brain cells, etc. to be able to do the things I want to do. I have experienced rejection, and negative criticisms.
Initially, it made me feel bad about myself - insecurity is ugly.
However, it also taught me to persevere more, to not give a damn about what other people think, and do my own thing.
Nothing’s sweeter than letting those people who have continually tried to pull you down know that they haven’t succeeded…and shoving it to their faces, effortlessly.